sarah-thecreator: No one gets the shit I have to fucking deal with.
I stopped caring yesterday. Not completely but the process of not caring has begun. I guess that’s what happen when you step out to look in. You realize things about yourself and the situation, become disgusted, and the process of not caring can begin. I know this won’t be a short process. I’m just happy I got to this point.
One day I’m going to write a book and it will be titled “The Three Years I Spent With the Devil”
Today I feel like nobody loves me.
I’m kinda upset at the fact that I’m so hungry right now.
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Feeling so much better
I’m feeling in control right now :) I’m doing so much. Getting all my goals lined up and in order. Making all these changes. YOLO! The time is now. I’m making it happen for myself and that’s enough to keep a smile in my heart. Even if I can’t show it on my face. On the inside I am smiling. I’m excited about whats going to be happening soon. I feel like someone...
I need to move. He moved to MY city. He lives in MY neighborhood. Yet, I’m the one moving. I can’t live like this. I just have to go.
How can you just fall for someone else when you still love me. His heart has no shame. Love is so evil.
I set a goal not realizing how it’s going to change my WHOLE life. I guess I should mentally prepare for the change.
Pure excitement ;)
I had an apple with peanut butter and it was amazing :)
I don't feel like eating clean today
I was starving and wanted to eat all the wrong things. I didn’t but now I’m eating with a frown on my face. I hate it now but I’ll be happy about it later I guess. This is just a different kind of clean eating for me. It’s super clean!! Maybe I just need to focus in on what’s motivating me. Ugh! I just want a cookie or something!
I need some melatonin in my life.
What else shall I make of this day? My city has been wonderful and full of surprises the past 24 hrs :)
Today I’m amazed at myself. Seriously. Dreams manifest into thoughts of creating a plan. A goal is set and all is well with the world. 400 days later…. Same smile, different attitude. ;) BELIEVE!
Entertaining thoughts ;)