I dont write NEARLY as much as I think to. i really need to work on that.
So today was another day in the life of awesome me! Had a long work day but it was great. I felt SUPER productive and I def feel like Im on my way to the top! Yea, i love that feeling ;-)
It has only been a month since I moved out and it has really been great! Im loving every aspect of it. Especially the exhaling! In this month we have learned to be cordial. Im no longer feeling the stress, anger or frustration. Im am dealing with the “failure” feeling left from our broken relationship. Im not okay with failing, nor will I ever be, but Im learning to deal with it. Im learning to forgive and forget. Most importantly Im learning how to get back to the old fun-loving me! Nothing is greater than that! :)
Im being hit with an ABUNDANCE of fb friend requests. Its crazy! I have no idea where all this is coming from! Two different guys have asked me out. Completely random. Just goes to show what a sincere smile and a great personality can do for you. (Yes, I just tooted my own horn, lol.) Im still being very selective with the friend acceptance though. An old stalker is back at it again. Womp, womp. He soooooo needs a hobby! I cant just let anyone into my life. And my time is oh so precious to me. Most people dont have the talent to hold my interest long enough. Lol
You need to see that life isnt always perfect. We wont always get what we want. And though it hurts a lot, what should've happened, happened. Who should've left, left, and whatevers thrown you off course will always bring you to where it is you need to be.
Big a$$ rose tattoos on your thigh!!! Most tattoos on the thighs are tacky. (Notice I said most and not all.) Buts seriously where is the artistic expression in getting a typical big a$$ rose on your thigh! Or your ankle for that matter. But truthfully I just dislike tattoos on thighs. Other tattoos that are pretty typical and wack
1. Claw scratches across your breasts, or thighs!
2. The tiger face in the butterfly outline ANYWHERE on your body! Lol
So what’s it like to be taken to another planet? I’m still trying to find a thought process that introduces a cordial composition of words to describe it! I’m not even allowing myself to get there! I will just say, its great! Lol. Last week, having someone induce the senses took me far away from here. A place I’ve never been. A place that was amazing where I could be myself and relax. I held back from the indulgence. Too much, too soon…? Idk! The trip to this other place was sudden and unplanned. Its like I exhaled, opened my eyes, and I was there. I wish it was that easy getting back to earth, because I don’t think I landed back on this planet until I was on 71 S approaching 70 E, lol. Now that I know this place exists I’m eager to be taken there again. Now THAT is a whole different topic. Hmmmm… Me being taken there again… Yea I cant even open that up for discussion at this point in time! Lol.
Hahaha!! Your probably thinking I had sex with someone!! I don’t describe sex. You will never read that on my blog. Sorry!
So much that I cant even catch up. Cant make sense of a lot of things right now. I just know that Im living life, I love my new apt, and I still love my job. I guess things will just start to fall into place.
Just thinking about all that made my head hurt! Lol